I called the vet and chose to meet her at a beautiful spot surrounded by wild flowers and nature this Sunday.
Only I couldn't do it. Emsy rebounded a little this week and got all excited for steak in her food.
Sigh..... So I called it off. It's such an emotional and final decision. Hard to know if I'm second guessing or giving her more quality time.
Cynthia the vet told me the following:
"You will know when it is time. It will be in her eyes. Your conscience will speak with her soul."
I pray that she is right. And selfishly, that I have a little more time.
