Friday, September 4, 2015

Say You'll Remember....

You know the experience of hearing a song for the first time that sends shivers down your spine and expresses the exact emotion you're feeling? We all have.  Borrowed my friend's car and her teenage daughter's CD was playing.  Meant for me to hear I guess.

Bittersweet reunion with someone I love so much recently.  It was so wonderful to see my friend and hug him and catch up and just soak it all in after months of no contact.   I treasured the time so much and felt blessed to see my dark handsome wolf again.  The 4 years I have known him have flown by.  And I was happy and sad at the same time.  I knew he was leaving my little space. I felt it.  On to a different sphere of influence and fame and fortune,  I am so happy for him.  He's worked hard for these moments. Life is about changes - even if we don't want the change.  Accepting the change is hard.  Loving it is impossible.

The past four years?  Giggling over Cosmopolitan sex tips,  the long journey to being there, strings and a slide enchanting me on a surprise July night, overcoming fear, learning, flower petal faux pas, stupid disco candles, a path of lights to my door, FogHorn LegHorn impressions., and many sweet memories. I'm going to miss those intense, dark eyes that hide the sweetest soul.  Not going to pretend that part isn't breaking my heart a little.

I'm letting Taylor take it from here.  Yes, THAT Taylor.  Because she nailed it.  Exactly!  For  this is what my heart would say.......